June 1: Going to Great America with the leadership group.

I finally don’t have to do any school work.. FREEDOM. Hahha, It’s gonna be fun. I already know it(:

June 4: Eye Appointment. Well, I went to this eye appointment today.. But we need to do another appointment to fix this bacteria under my eye. Long story. But yeah, gonna skip like 3 periods of school.

Well, this isn’t good at all. hahaha..

I had a small arguement with him yesterday .. I said sorry anyway and he didn’t reply back. Now I feel so stupid apologizing. I mean, I didn’t even do anything. Why do I have to apologize in the first time? This is so stupid. You changed. In so little time to this little bitch I dislike. Right after that, I had to deal with one of my friend’s guyfriend. He is fucking annoying af. Apparently, there was a rumor about her in his school. Which is hella stupid.. I mean, why would they do that? The rumors are pretty harsh too.. God.. This week’s been pretty horrible for me. I really want to vent.. to someone. But like, everyone’s enjoying there break. Well, some of us are breaking down.. What can I do? Make them worry more and stress off? No.. Definitely not. I just miss the friendship. OKAY. I’M TIRED OF THIS BULL SHIT. I REALLY AM. I’m not even in this little mood. UGH. I never felt so shitty..

Weird feeling on my stomach.

Didn’t eat a lot today.

Felt like I was gonna throw up or something…

It was all good because everyone was all celebrating my birthday and It was pretty fun,haha.

He didn’t come to school today.

And today’s my birthday.

wow, he’s never absent too. Was this on purpose? I hope not..

/:

I seriously hope that my period is over when it’s my birthday. In 4 days.. Not so sure. I’m gonna be hella pissed if I still do have it though. I mean, I don’t want to be grumpy on my birthday -.-

It’s hella strong right now and I have the worst stomachache. I usually never get cramps though.

Ugh, this feels weird.

Worst feeling ever. BOYS WILL NEVER UNDERSTAND THIS.

This might sound stupid, but I feel like It’s a waste of time. I don’t even know If I’m crushing on him.. And I.. just think it’s better if I just move on. Junior High is gonna end less than a month, and were probably gonna drift apart soon. High school is gonna start in a few months and I’m probably gonna meet new people. I don’t know. After all these months of liking no one is weird. So, I feel like I should just wait till It’s high school. Blah, this seriously doesn’t make sense.. But It’s really hard to put it into words. Sounds really stupid, i know. But It’s hard to explain. You gotta know how it feels to not like anyone FOR MONTHS. Like.. almost the entire school year, and then BAM. You just forget everything and all that feeling.

Went to the great mall with Faith,Charlene, and Anh!

It was pretty crowded there and we just walked around everywhere,haha. Ate some kimchi,noodles, and rice! It was hella good<3

Haha, after that (around 9), Faith went home and we went to tea station. I kinda wanted to go home actually.. Because I was about to pass out. Seriously though. I was hella tired x.x Anyway, just talked and ate/drinked some stuff there for awhile. It was around midnight when I came home.

It was exhausting but It was kinda fun,haha.

o.o

Today was a really good day! Like, really. Probably one of my favorite days so far in 2012! I was able to see all my brothers and sisters. My sister in law came today too! Haha, we were all making sushi and all these Japanese food :p My brother brought drinks and desserts! Yumm. It was such a nice day to hang out with all of my family members. Since It’s pretty rare to see all of them.. Unless It’s a special occasion like today,haha. We were all joking around and telling stories. All about life,haha.

Ayumi is finally 11 months old! One more month till she’s 1 year old! Omg, she was trying to stand up the whole time. She’s so cutee :D

Man, today was just a really good day. Everyone was laughing and just having a good time.

You need to wake the fuck up and realize what you say. I know you may be joking and all, but It’s not even funny. It really hurts or.. I should say piss off people. A lot. They probably never say it to you because It’s not a big deal. But seriously, you should know this.

I wish I had the courage to tell you, but you know.. I’m too scared,ahaha. Plus, you’re already in a bad mood. ahh..